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    酒````我喝了````喝酒以后```我也开车了````也很快了`````可是```很遗憾````我没死````甚至都没伤``````````      骑了很多年的车的经验帮了我`````浅意识已经能控制一切了```````````郁闷```````````````     只能回家```再多喝一点````心里面```很疼````只能找个利器`````把心外面的皮肤划开``````    血出来以后````会开始疼````你得擦```要不会弄脏被子````这样你会忙一小会```然后```````   你会觉得心里面好象没那么疼了`````再喝一点`````就什么都不知道了````可是```到了早上`````    有2个疼痛等着你```这```让人很郁闷 `````    我不想制造意外`````但我希望等来意外``````3天了````还没来 ```````    嘴里面开始溃疡了````整个上颚````那个晚上开始`````什么都不能吃`````还是疼``````有时候闭上嘴用力一吸`````   会疼到你全身发抖`````可是吐出来一嘴血以后````看了````很爽`````````   记得我这样的人早已经不会再轻轻挥舞自己可笑的感情了````   记得我早就可以笑看所有女子````很客观的发表自己中肯```刁钻```歹毒````下流的评语了```````   但我还是哭了````我差不多忘了自己这个功能了````从他们离婚那天开始`````还是早年被老爸痛打````   背着别人````钻进被子````哭的很没面子````也很没样子`````   我知道我伤心的不是失去了什么人 ```我是伤心```我的信念````轰的一声````就那么倒了``````````````   我想我的心死了```````````````````````````