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除去可能存在的老美对自由的过度崇拜,作者的一些感受大家也许会感到有共鸣。有些东西翻译过来总觉得不对味,后附原文,E文好的直接看原文吧,也欢迎指正。
作者:Christopher Cullen 以下是文章部份:
我可以感受到车子发出的低沉的吼叫,两个车轮将我和地面联系在一起。我可以听到气流拍打我头盔的声音。我的感觉变得越来越灵敏,越来越强烈,越来越...生动。我感到非常的满足,除了一件事情:一个陌生人在我刚才停下来喝咖啡的时候问了我一个问题。
一个非常简单的问题。
“为什么?”
“为什么骑车?为什么要冒这个险?”
当时,我用我通常的说法回答了他。“MSF(Motorcycle Safety Foundation,指参加过国美国摩托车安全协会的安全驾驶培训),全部的保护装备,保守的驾驶方式,等等...” 但是事实是,驾驶摩托是在冒险。是的,你可以把这个冒险的程度最小化,但是,这还是在冒险。并且你不应该过分的轻视这个风险。
于是我大声的问自己。声音在我头盔里面回响,在我的脑海里面回响。为什么?你为什么要做这样冒险的事情?你有妻子和两个孩子,你有那么多的朋友...为什么要冒险?我的脑子里面一片空白,没有自卫式的说辞,我有点茫然不知所措。不过这只是一瞬间的事,然后很多的理由闪现出来。
我只需要一个理由。
在我10岁那年,我妈妈遇见了一个叫Jesse的男人(后来成为我的继父)。我从小就没有父亲,所以见到他会感到不自在,但是依然喜欢他象对一个成年小伙子那样对待我。我是一个瘦小,难看的孩子,在学校里面也经常遭受欺负。他帮我忘掉了一部分的不愉快。
Jesse和我妈妈在周六下午有个约会,他问我是否愿意一起去。我当然回答愿意,然后我们三个就钻进他那辆破旧的皮卡出发了。我们在沉默中走了大约半小时,然后在小镇边上一块开阔的土地上停了下来。我跳下车,注意到Jesse拉开了车后面的油布,下面是一辆mini摩托。他和妈妈相视而笑,我才知道这原来是预先安排好的。他把摩托弄下车推向我。红色的。没有说一句话,我就坐了上去。他问我以前是否开过,我回答说“没有”,我想这样回答可能会失去驾驶它的机会。他却只是笑了笑,从车里拿出一个头盔,交给我说,“那你最好戴上这个”。
我戴上头盔,Jesse告诉我在他拉启动机的时候稳住车子。车子一下就启动了。发动机听上去也许象一台割草机,但是对我来说,这声音很神奇,就像间谍片中的喷气发动机发出的声音。Jesse简单的教了我一下,然后看着我的眼睛,问我是否准备好了。我咧嘴笑了笑。Jesse站在我的身后,手搭在我的肩上。我慢慢的转动油门感到车子开始向前移动。Jesse跟着我跑了几步(直到我有勇气把脚放到脚踏上),然后放开了手。
自由是一个被过度使用的词。它被公司和政治家大加利用。我们还可以在T-shirt,内衣和纹身上看见它。但是自由这个词,这种感觉,它是真实存在的,可能很多人根本没有去理解它的机会。
那一天,在小镇边上的一块空地上,我感受到了自由。我从学校的欺负中获得了释放,从迷失中获得了释放,从过度自怜和缺少自信中获得了释放。当我转动油门的时候...我自由了。我找到了自我的感觉。我突然从另一个更广的方面理解了这个词的含义,我彻底的感激我生命中所拥有的东西,甚至直到今天。
于是,30年后的今天,这是我的回答:
“因为这就是我的一部分。这就是我驾驶摩托的原因。”
声音在我的头盔里回响,我转动油门...在那一刻,我自由了。
Why
By Christopher Cullen
I could feel the rumble of my motorcycle below me, its two wheels connecting me to the ground. I could hear the wind buffeting my helmet. My senses seemed sharper, more aware, more... alive. I felt content with the exception of one thing: A question that a stranger had asked me when I last stopped for coffee.
A simple question really.
"Why?"
"Why do it? Why take the risk?"
At the time, I had responded with my usual spiel. "MSF, full gear, defensive riding, blah, blah..." The truth is, motorcycling is a risk. Yes, one can minimize that risk, but it IS a risk. And one that shouldn't be taken lightly.
So I asked the question aloud to myself as I rode. It echoed in my helmet. It echoed in my mind. Why? Why do you do it? You have a wife and two children, you have friends... why take the risk? My mind was blank for a moment. Without my defensive spiel, I was at a loss. But only for a moment. And then the reasons came flooding in. Many reasons.
I only needed one.
When I was 10, my mom met a man named Jesse (who was later to become my step-father). Having been without a father since I was a baby, I was uncomfortable around him, but liked him because he treated me like a young man. I was a small, awkward kid, and picked on at school quite a bit. He helped me forget some of that.
Jesse and my mom had a date planned on a Saturday afternoon, and he asked if I'd like to come. I of course answered yes, and the three of us piled into his old, beaten-up truck and headed out. We drove in silence for about 30 minutes and then pulled into an open dirt field near the edge of town. I jumped out of the truck and noticed that Jesse was pulling the tarp off of a small mini-bike in the back of his truck. He exchanged a smile with my mom that told me this was a planned event. He pulled the bike from the truck and rolled it toward me. It was red. Without exchanging a word, I sat down on it. He asked me if I'd ever ridden before. I told him "no," thinking that by saying that I might lose my chance to ride. He just smiled and pulled a helmet from his truck. He handed it to me and said, "Well, then you'd better wear this."
I put the helmet on, and Jesse told me to steady the bike while he pulled the starter. It started on the first pull. The engine probably sounded like a small lawn mower, but to me, it sounded like magic, it sounded like a jet engine from a spy movie. Jesse gave me some instructions, looked me in the eye and asked if I was ready. My grin must have said yes. Jesse stood behind me with his hand on my shoulders. I slowly twisted the throttle and felt the bike start to move forward. Jesse ran behind me for about ten yards (until I got the nerve to put my feet on the pegs), then he let go.
Freedom is a word that has been used to death. It has been co-opted by corporations and politicians. We see it on t-shirts, underwear and tattoos. But the word... the feeling... of freedom, is REAL. And something that many people don't ever get a chance to understand.
That day, in a dirt field on the edge of town, I felt freedom. Freedom from the bullies at school, freedom from loss, freedom from self-pity, and self-doubt. When I twisted that throttle... I was free. I was ME. And I suddenly understood the word in a much bigger way. In a context that allows me, even to this day, to fully appreciate what I have in this life.
And 30 years later, on a section of open highway this is what I answered:
"Because it is a part of me. That is why I ride."
As the words echoed in my helmet, I twisted the throttle... and for that moment, I was free.
我不是逃犯,而我却在逃 (汽车车主与摩托车车主的生活状况)
这是我忠实的坐骑kawasaki,
我喜欢他那低沉、阳刚、超震撼的轰鸣声,很是男人!有时夜里回来,在进入小区经过一条两边停满车的小道时,所到之处的车辆警报器都同时响了起来!我喜欢他庞大的身躯!尽管倒了我一人扶不起来,但正是这体重使他在载着我高速飞驰时显得沉稳有加!我喜欢他的动力,几乎和轿车差不多的排气量在公路上让你感觉什么叫离弦的箭!我爱他,更爱我自己,所以从不飙车,我遵纪守法!这车有正规牌照(外地),我也有有效的驾驶执照!然而,在北京就是不让你骑!有一次夜里两点多钟,我在中关村的路口等红灯!要知道当时整个路口一辆车也没有!我从来没有闯红灯的习惯!就在路口静静地等绿灯亮!就在这时,一辆警车一下冲了过来横在我的前面,示意让我下来,同时那边的车门已经打开!为何要拦我?
难道我是象“骑抢”的吗
?一个人骑车怎么抢劫?有谁骑着好几万的摩托去抢劫?其实我心里很清楚,他们会找出壹千种理由就我的车扣下,然后自己下班后去狂飙!这种事太屡见不鲜了!最好的也是唯一办法就是不要和他们打交道!那里没有理可以讲。就像你最好别生病一样,一旦生病进医院基本是死路一条,等着医院拿着刀一刀一刀地凌迟你吧!没有什么好说的!
我一轰油门,我忠实的kawasaki怒吼一声载着我像离弦的箭一样射进茫茫的黑夜!我紧紧地趴在车上,前轮几乎是离地的状态!心理真是悲凉万分!生在这个国度,为何连选择自己交通工具的自由都没有?为何有那么多的禁止?为何那么多的自由被剥夺?我遵纪守法,我爱国!可是谁爱我啊?难道我纳税的钱是用来雇更多的人来限制我更多的自由?为何感觉自己像灯里的油一样,勤勤恳恳忠忠实实地工作,最后却把自己烧干了!
透过头盔的玻璃看到后视镜里闪耀的警灯很快变成了一个小点,最后消失在我的视线里!他是不可能追上我的!我只需一档不换档就可以轻松地拉到一百迈!五秒钟之内就可以完成所有的加档!码表的指针直指两百的方向!但我知道这意味着什么!如果前方突然串出一个车和我相撞,我就会和车一起飞出很远很远!并且再也不会爬起来!
一口气连闯了五个红灯,在过红灯的时候,我眼睛连两边瞟都没有瞟,这是他们逼的,我没有犯错我没有违法!我不会对他们有任何奢求,只是在为我的自由抗争!
我和我的kawasaki还在夜空里飞驰!
我不是飙车族!
我不是逃犯!
我没有犯罪!
但我却在逃串!
我只是在本能地抗争!
不让我的自由被夺走!
不管何时,如果再次碰到同样的事情我会以同样的方式来捍卫自己的一切!
不管多快!
我没有其他的选择,就像歹徒冲进家里来伤害我的家人、抢走我的财物!
我会不顾一切地同歹徒搏斗,尽我的全力来保护我的家人!不管结果怎样!
面对这一刻
我没有其他的选择!
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