[原创]年少情怀之---走过春夏秋冬

黄昏放牛

<p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 22pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">年少情怀之</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 22pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">---</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 22pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">走过春夏秋冬</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 22pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">序</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"><font face="Times New Roman">       </font></span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">岁月如歌，如斯飘过。每当季节变化时，总有些感触，有幸记下一些，尽管零零碎碎，却是我最珍视的财富。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">走过春夏秋冬</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">惯看秋月春风</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">年年岁岁相似</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">岁岁年年不同</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">春</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"><font face="Times New Roman">     </font></span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">窗外微风细雨，还有一层薄薄的雾，那几棵树的叶子已不再是嫩绿，在城市特有的噪声背景中，传来些鸟的叫声。窗檐上不时几声雨滴声却特别的入耳，不紧，不慢。春节时买回来的那棵桃花已结果，有小指头样大，一切都是这样的有韵律。而我，我在干什么？发觉近来自己是在混日子，越是思想，就越觉孤独，我的那些朋友，距离我已越来越远，他们好象总是没有空，为了女朋友，为了妻儿。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">但难道这又有错吗？只不过是你太无聊吧了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 27pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">多么的希望有一群志同道合的朋友啊！幻想听着朋友抱着吉它在自弹自唱，又或者与几个朋友去浪迹天涯，看风花雪月，去风花雪月也不错。但这样的朋友在哪儿？也许朋友就在道上，只要你上路，一定会遇到同路人，就算是在静心的路上，师傅也在那里。“你是的，我曾是；我是的，你能是。”你现在在哪儿呢？在十字路口上？就算是在十字路口上，也不知有多少人和你一样在徘徊，世界和你，存在和你不是分开的，难道你没有经验过吗？世上没有孤岛，在深处，大地是一体的。不是常想：举起一只手指，我们看到了什么？一只手指上有人类的整个过去，阳光，空气，水，食物。。。。。少了一样，这个手指能存在吗？不要想太多，头脑是无力的，上路吧！</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">夏</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 27pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 27pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">“下班后上白云山好吗？”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 27pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 27pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">“白云山？今天？我今天穿了裙子。”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 27pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 27pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">“怕坐不上摩托车？”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 27pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt 6pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">“那就侧着坐吧！”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">秋</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"><font face="Times New Roman">      </font></span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">阳光从窗外斜照下来，把脚放进阳光里，很温暖。天气从这个星期开始转凉，有时天上的云很高，心这时也会被感染，变得开阔，不过时间太短。这个星期有太多的迷失。。。。。。找不到家。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"><font face="Times New Roman">      </font></span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">今早补休，真的想休整一下，现在连去旅行的心情也没有，因为我知道没有一处能避开自己，能避开心。能量就是喜乐，能量尽失时，连自己也负担不起，那喜乐从何而来呢？就算是哭也要力量，面无表情，哭笑不得，试过太多了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"><font face="Times New Roman">      </font></span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">忽然想到旅行象梦，没有去过而想去的是梦想。去过的就变成了回忆中的梦境，人生也是这样吗？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">冬</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"><font face="Times New Roman">      </font></span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">外面天寒地冻，坐在房间的地毯上，披着睡袋，听着佛山电台的“寂夜如风”之城市民谣夜，品尝着暖暖的，甜甜的八宝茶，其实也很久没有这样静下来坐一下了，每一晚都是忙忙乱乱，不能放松，于是不知道什么是温暖，于是今晚才知道静心不是为了什么，静心本身就是多么大的一种祝福。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">秋到任他林落叶</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">春来从你树开花</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; 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mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">年</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">5</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">月</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">10</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; 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Tom

写得好！